tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26666124.post115771119237718569..comments2024-03-18T03:28:36.581-04:00Comments on Shrink Rap: Roy: CMHC DreamUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26666124.post-1157927335216071242006-09-10T18:28:00.000-04:002006-09-10T18:28:00.000-04:00You're thinking of changing jobs AGAIN?You're thinking of changing jobs AGAIN?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26666124.post-1157787067104199742006-09-09T03:31:00.000-04:002006-09-09T03:31:00.000-04:00It's strange the kinds of things that come up in d...It's strange the kinds of things that come up in dreams.<BR/><BR/>Not that I'm an expert lol, I just have a ton of vivid ones due to the Effexor . . . nothing like extremely violent, graphic, rip your head off intimacy w/superheroes to getcha goin in the middle of the night. That was literally rip . . .<BR/><BR/>Anyway. THAT was horrid.<BR/><BR/>Something that I think is kind of funny, but also curious, but probably another sign of I suspect I'm kind of triangling my husband and Dr. Mower . . . well, I practically never have dreams w/my husband in it. One time, my ologist mentioned that as curious. A couple weeks later, I had one, where towards the end of the dream my hubby rescues me from people who are posessed by Satan, although one of them "gets" to him and he is also posessed/turned against me briefly, but somehow eventually he rescues me but then we're in a tunnel and the end is blocked by a fiery crash.<BR/><BR/>So, next appt., Dr. Mower says, in reaction to hearing that I had a dream with dh in it, something like, "Good - that bodes well for your relationship." And ever since then, I had wondered, wait, does my subconscious not give a crap about my hubby or what?<BR/><BR/>Anyway, about two weeks after THAT, just this last week, I had a dream, where near the end hubby comes with a helicopter to rescue me from a situation with family and they won't let me get medical help, as I'm injured. So, hubby shows up, but a minute or two into it, it's like I'm all of a sudden aware that I'm in a dream, and there's an overlay on the dream of, "I'm not supposed to dream about my hubby; Dr. Mower said it bodes well for us if I do; I'm not supposed to dream hubby rescuing me; there's something bad about that." That part about my ologist wasn't really in words so much as a vague remembered impression.<BR/><BR/>Anyway, so I woke up and was like, WTH? Lol . . . but it confirmed a suspicion for me that it's kind of a triangle, although not a romantic one, but it's got I suppose conflicting loyalties and the problems of, well, I tell the ologist everything, but the dh, well, he's not so understanding . . . lol!<BR/><BR/>Anyway, fodder for next week's appt.<BR/><BR/>Like you wanted to hear all that, but I thought you guys n gals might find what my mind did in that last dream funny. I do tend to have contrary, pushing back reactions sometimes, too . . .<BR/><BR/>Ugh. I am NOT trying to get analyzed, here, was really just trying to relate something funny. Altho the superhero one was vastly disturbing. Sometimes Effexor sucks . . .Sarebearhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09208596053319110470noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26666124.post-1157766847445578452006-09-08T21:54:00.000-04:002006-09-08T21:54:00.000-04:00"life not worth living"??I'm glad I'm not easily s..."life not worth living"??<BR/><BR/>I'm glad I'm not easily suggestible, otherwise I'd think you were encouraging me to clamber back down under the floorboards.<BR/><BR/>There is now light at the end of the tunnel... new doc should be starting in couple-three weeks. And, *I found someone to do some weekends* ... <BR/><BR/>I AM OFF THIS WEEKEND!! <BR/><BR/>(note my first ever use of all caps... so reserved)<BR/><BR/>So, I'm ready for the girlie drink... but no little girl, please.<BR/><BR/> * * *<BR/><BR/>Back to the dream, here are some other elements of my life that I think added to the dream...<BR/><BR/>* last week, our unit social worker raised safety concerns about the lack of a panic alarm in her office, which is in a more secluded part of the unit<BR/><BR/>* I now have 3 quite psychotic women on the unit, two of whom have recently had some unexpected and sudden episodes of "agitation" (though I hesitate to label these 'violent')<BR/><BR/>* I have recently been thinking about what it might be like to change jobs (that other me in the CMHC office seemed awfully unencumbered)Steve & Barbhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16543746132388754693noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26666124.post-1157758379674622232006-09-08T19:32:00.000-04:002006-09-08T19:32:00.000-04:00Give the poor man a break---he just clawed his way...Give the poor man a break---he just clawed his way out from under the floorboards. Not that I know anything about that.ClinkShrinkhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13316134491751195651noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26666124.post-1157739783096939182006-09-08T14:23:00.000-04:002006-09-08T14:23:00.000-04:00I put your name on the title, hope that's okay. O...I put your name on the title, hope that's okay. Otherwise, I think everyone would have read it thinking that was me rambling about my fanciful dreams, only to be surprised at the end that is was....'posted by roy'Dinahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09227988351623862689noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26666124.post-1157718378091795822006-09-08T08:26:00.000-04:002006-09-08T08:26:00.000-04:00What a rich dream...wow! So much of my class last...What a rich dream...wow! So much of my class last night, the instructor was talking about writing from the subconscious, from a dream state, at least to start the flow....we must be linked (and I thought it was FooFoo who had all that Karma stuff or impulses or whatever it was going on with us). Also, I believe I was told that the CMHC where we worked together had been a cookie factory (close to a bakery) before it was a clinic. Quite the dream--yes I think it's linked to Dr. Fenton's death, and all the comments we've gotten here (as well as on SHP's F-Off post) about patient violence toward's psychiatrists, safety issues (and what were you doing going to a patient's house ALONE, you should have dragged that social worker). I know they made me a bit anxious and had me thinking about every incident of patient violence from way back (none towards me, but there was the guy who held the ER hostage with a gun during my internship, the guy who completely shattered the sally-port around the elevator, the list marches on...). I'm sorry you couldn't sleep.<BR/><BR/>So the doc quoted in your link who advises against being alone with dangerous patients was the doc I consulted with over my patient who wanted to kill his psychiatrists....<BR/><BR/>So, I've been thinking about your sorry life. Do you realize, we talked about a co-bloggers dinner months ago? And I've offered to make you a cosmo so you could see if it's a "girl drink" and you cancelled at the last minute, never rescheduled: I've decided that someone who never has time to catch a meal with friends or a drink on the way home from work (we're talking what, 45 minutes here?) has a life not worth living.Dinahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09227988351623862689noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26666124.post-1157712261799565732006-09-08T06:44:00.000-04:002006-09-08T06:44:00.000-04:00After reading this in today's paper, it hit me tha...After reading <A HREF="http://www.baltimoresun.com/news/health/bal-hs.psychiatrist08sep08,0,1042008.story?coll=bal-health-headlines" REL="nofollow">this</A> in today's paper, it hit me that this dream has bits of Fenton's murder in it... 53 yrs old... a surprise visit... an assault.Steve & Barbhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16543746132388754693noreply@blogger.com